I don't really know what i'm going to say

i feel horrible for my poor little blog. it is so totally abandoned that it just isn't even funny... :( i'm sorry poor blog. anyway...... so Ruby decided to do an ASL idol... which is just awesome... however being one of the contestants was NOT fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol i mean i have always wanted to sign songs but i've never really worked on it at all lol sooooo i signed True Beauty by Mandisa. tis a really good song, however i totally butchered it lol..... Ruby's biggest thing was facial expression. which apparently i am learning i have a lot of different expressions. my friend Gary was talking and said that my face was so animated and my brandon (my boyfriend) agreed and said it was like watching a cartoon... :/ anyway for some reason putting that facial expression into ASL is like insane...................... i don't know why i have such an issue with it... its really sad. but i know what i have to work on lol......